Many of the weak floor representatives would dream of having everything that possesses and what this fragile woman was reached. But few people know that she had to go through and what a terrible ailment to overcome. With all this, Maria Konta did not lose his own and volitional character, which can only be endowed with a truly strong person, and on the contrary, it became stronger and goes in life with a highly raised head.
Where was born and how was the "secular lioness"?
Spring Warm Day On May 4, 1976, an adorable girl was born in Moscow, which parents called the wonderful name Masha. She studied in an ordinary average school with a bias to physics and mathematics successfully completed it in 1992. Then Maria Conte, and then Timofeyev, comes to study in the Russian State Humanitarian University, where the course of psychology passes.
However, deciding to acquire another higher education, the girl at the end of his studies is translated into another metropolitan university for the Faculty of Economics. But on this she does not stop and receives the third diploma at the Institute of Psychology. In parallel with the training of Maria Konte passed full cycle lectures in the first Freudo school.
Family poetess
The girl grew up in a pretty secured family. In eighteen, she had already own car. Mother worked her accountant on some large enterprise. For a daughter, she was always a benchmark for femininity and a real keeper of their family hearth. His parents very respect and appreciate Maria Conte. Father, in her opinion, very strong and powerful personwhich has always been for Masha example to imitate. He was one of the most influential people in the town.
When a girl was fulfilled only 21 years old, his father was very sick and subsequently could not recover from the ailment and how to take care of the family, so a young and fragile girl took this role. This test helped her do not break in life. Leaving parental nest, the girl married and gave birth to a child in marriage, but unfortunately she has already managed to dilute.
IN this time The daughter of Maria Conte is a member of her small family with whom she lived for some time on Bali.
Creativity and career of the trepist writer and poetess
Back in 1999, Masha opened his own company with the name "Features of the Celebration", which was engaged in the organization of holidays and various events. At that time, it was a fairly well-known agency that made noisy parties with almost all oligarchs in the city. This company There is still this day.
In 2005, Maria produces his collection of poems "when the love of the soul is touched." Being a pregnant woman, Masha decided to write the book of "Rublevsky's problems". In it, the reader can find funny and funny storieswhich are easy to read in some trip.
After the publication, the Book of Contest wondered over the creation of his transfer, especially since it was already called one TV program, but her theme was not interesting. Masha decided to make a book review so that people were easier to navigate modern world Literature.
In 2006, among other things, Maria opens beauty salon, and then a number of institutions that offer spa services.
Some facts from personal life
In life, the poetess was an eight-year-old and unsuccessful romance, after which she decided that the bonds of marriage for her would be in that difficult moment Best salvation. Maria Konte married a very rich Italian graph, who gave her such a beautiful and sonorous surname that many first think that it was a pseudonym. However, the new Countess carefully hid the personality of his spouse, so for this day, no one has seen him.
Many are confident that this legend was invented so that Maria Conte and Victor Vekselberg could hide his contact with the eyes of the public. In society, they say that there was no count, and the daughter of Tais is very similar to Multimillionaire and Chairman of the Tyumen Oil Company. Therefore, from whom a child at Mary Conte, no one is not taken to say one hundred percent.
During his marriage, Masha lived, as if in a fairy tale. She had all only imaginable and inconceivable privileges, which only wishes. She had a daughter and a caring husband. The father of the child Mary Conte in her opinion is the most the best manwhich was in life, but for some reason at one moment she decided to part with him. Torching divorce and new tests played their role, and the poetess broke into terrible disease called cancer.
Long fight for life
This ailment appeared with a small speck on the skin. It was absolutely not frightened by Maria: she was sure that specialists in Germany would help her - they would delete it and on this everything will end. But after that, long-term courses of chemotherapy and rehabilitation were followed, which for a long time They did not give any results, and it became only worse.
After a long torment and full impotence to Masha came insight, and she realized that this was not a disease kills her, but she herself, because he was not fighting at all for her life. Maria realized that he had an extinguishing diet, alcohol and nicotine. But in order to keep yourself in good shape, you need completely a bit - it's just a healthy food, fresh air And joyful thoughts.
Over time, Countess de Conte went on amendment. She traveled a lot from that time, got acquainted and communicated with interesting people And found his calling in a new profession, which is directly related to helping the same blind souls as herself.
What does the ex-counseling do this time?
On the this stage Maria decided to become an oncopsychologist and works for five thousand per hour in the Rehab Family clinic, which is located in the Ivanovo Lane in Moscow. With the founder of this institution, the conte is familiar with the student bench. Under her reader works big team psychologists.
She treats her patients not on the theory and practice that are written on the pages of textbooks, but by own experience and the healing method. Come across various people With its characters and problems, and everyone needs her help. Maria always finds the right approach to any hard occasion In his practice.
Gossip and intrigue in the life of secular nymph
Already over the years, the public intrigues and keeps in the ignorance of Maria Conte. Whose mistress is this woman? This could not accurately identify any other than the most experienced journalist. Sometimes Maria throws such comments in their interviews, which suggest that Maria Conte and Victor Vekselberg still have a love relationship among themselves.
She told that he won a very large amount into a roulette, putting on the number 14, which symbolizes the date of birth of her beloved, as Mary Konte explained. Vekselberg, oddly enough, was born fourteenth of April.
how creative person Masha is interested in writing short SMS poems. They are filled with humor and easily readable. Conte, in addition to its main activity, is engaged in photography, culture, charity and remains the Eternal Museum of Designer
With such a stormy rhythm of life, Mary always manage to look at one hundred percent. They say that she is a lady without age. For many women, it is a cumier and an example for imitation.
The strengths of this world are not devoid of weaknesses. Especially if it comes to women. For the past few years, rumors about the novel of the Board of Tyumen OJSC are persistently oil company"Victor Vekselberg with a writer and a secular Tusovver Maria Conte.
Wife Vekselberg - modest benefactor
Spouses of many large businessmen are secular lionesses, extravagant party members, Queen of prestigious parties. Other oligarchs try not to show chosen wide public. Among the last and multimillioner Victor Vekselberg.
His wife Marina Dobrynina has never appeared in the sections of the secular chronicle, you will not see it on TV, and the press wrote about it only a couple of times, and that - on the line. The only time the oligarch's wife "lit up" in the press at the reception in honor of the opening ... children's somatic clinic in Severouralsk. Then a modestly dressed Multimillioner wife was confused with an ordinary official.
Victor Vekselberg's wife, Marina Dobrynina, created a fund with symbolic name "Good age", which assists children with mental illness.
His future wife Victor Vekselberg met in student years. Marina Dobrynina studied with him in the same institute. They met in one of the trips. Long were friends and finally painted. Two children were born in marriage.
Lover Vekselberg - Bright Tusovers, Poets, Writer and ... Countess?
In all his interviews sowing lioness Maria Kontteproudly declares that she had to work hard since 18 years old, and at 21 on her fragile shoulders and there was a concern for the whole family. After the girl married Italian graph or baron De Kontewhom, by the way, no one ever seen Mary could remove the burden of responsibility for material well-being loved ones. Now the girl is engaged in what she likes, - walks on parties and major events. The media stubbornly write off the lack of need to work on Roman Conte with the Chairman of the Board OJSC Tyumen Oil Company Viktor Vekselberg.
It is worth noting that with the Italian Count Maria divorced, explaining that they more friendsthan spouses. The woman diligently avoids all the questions relating to her relationship with Viktor Vekselberg, but some comments still suggest on certain reflections.
"I large won in the roulette, putting on the 14th, the birthday of your beloved three times," said Countess in one of the interviews.
But the definition of "mistress" and at all the ex-spouse of the Italian graph does not offend.
"The mistress is from the word" love "." Do you understand? You can be a wife, you can love mistress, but if you love, you don't care what definition you are, "said Maria. IN free time Maria writes: On the account of the CONTE-Writer book "Rublevski problems"and "When the love of the soul touches ...", as well as a collection "SMS-poems". The legend says that the writer talent girl opened in himself when he was waiting for his daughter's appearance.
By the way, the girl is also not known about the father, but one glance on the baby is enough to understand that she is a copy of Victor Vekselberg.
BUTnastasia von Kalmanovich. A short-core platinum blonde turned the talented Ufa singer Zemfira into one of the most expensive projects of the Russian show business. Without producer, actresses and spouses of Baron, the shabby von Kalmanovich did not do any fun party. However, in 2009, the secular chronicle was replaced by forensic criminal: von Kalmanovich was killed (unknowns fired His Mercedes in the Krasnopresnenskaya Embankment area), and after his death, three wills left at once - exactly in the number of marriages. Anastasia had to defend in court the legitimacy of the one who was drawn up in favor of her daughter Daniell.
Celebrating the victory at the price of thirty million, Von Kalmanovich Zela in Jurmala, where the recipe for a branded beetter is performed and writes women's wisdom in Twitter. And also raises the Son from DJ Fyodor Fomin (marriage with him is another successful production project). In Moscow, Nastya appears only as needed - joyful (as the opening of FF Restaurant & Bar, whose co-owner has become Fomin), or sad (as a funeral of a friend of Zhanna Friske).
Anastasia von Kalmanovich at the opening FF Restaurant & Bar
What did not make wallets from the first hundred Forbes to cause at least a half jelly on the face of this always ready to reflect the attack of the predator: not only diamonds and crocodile bags were going to move - even a house on Rublevka, the classics of the nineties. In her fans, the coal prince Andrei Bocation, but only the king mineral fertilizer And the owner of Fedcominvest Aleksey Fedorychev pulled Zeitlina a few years ago from the secular pool and joined in the family hearth: Ulyana persogently changed the neighborhood of Barvikha to the "Golden Triangle" Monte Carlo, and parties with dancing on the tables - on the evening mounds with son Savoy Grace and household troubles like choosing the porter almost two hundred thousand euros.
Passing the exam on the arrangement of the family nest to "excellent", in the summer of this year, Ulyana received a long-awaited proposal of hands and hearts.
Igor Chapurin's designer muse, aweed poetess, whose absolutely non-consecutive fees explained by the patronage of Victor Vekselberg (the daughter of Conte, charming Thais, and really a copy of the master eggs of the master). Maria, however, insisted on its own: allegedly, it is connected by durable marriage as the Italian Count Conte. This aristocrat was so mobile that nobody had once managed to meet him. Konte managed to reclaim her poems so that every rhymed word was heard even at Symachev's parties.
Forget about light life, a new sappo forced cancer. When the disease retreated, Maria went to Bali, where the complex Asana masters, catches Zen and transmits admirers to bring, promising sooner or later to return (yes not with empty hands, and with new projects).
Maria Conte in shooting Tatler (2009)
Maria Conte at a party in the "Boyarsky" restaurant (2009)
This is only the appearance of Olga and the lyrics of the songs of the Mobile Blondes Group, in which she sang were foolish. In fact, former star Model agency Red Stars Two higher Education (East of MSU and MGIMO Art History), iron grip and enviable everyday wisdom. "It does not go from the good," she cut off in response to the whisper of secular gossip, when the businessman and the shareholder of Mosselprom Dmitry Belyaev left the tattoo wife for her.
Kurbatov and Belyaev got married, bought a house in Zhukovka, celebrated the birth of her daughter and flashed not at one party. But happiness turned out to be shortly: Sealyeev's severe illness financial welfare. A businessman lost business partners and, as it turns out, friends so rapidly that the money for his treatment Kurbatov was collected by his acquaintances, although the marriage by that time did not come.
On Belyaev's feet, I did not stand until the end. But in relation to Olga, fate changed the anger to mercy: a meeting with "interesting, high and rich", as his Olin's friends describe, a foreigner returned to her the joy of life. And with it - the best tables in Siberia, Crystal champagne, Zuhair Murad dresses and fascinating Tours of Dubai-Saint-Trail Monaco, in which the lovers are certainly taken by the daughter of Olga Anastasia.
Singer, writer, decorator, TV presenter, producer and in personal life was unusually multifaceted. On the closedness and misfortune of her first husband, the Russian Forbes, Mikhail Nelliansky, did not whisper only the lazy. It is not surprising that Eva chose a retailer of the Son of the former Deputy Prime Minister Vladimir Khristenko. However, neither the stamp in the passport, nor the EUND is perfect French, the language of love, could not curb playboy.
After the marriage process, Eve settled in London and is rare. But this is aptive - this summer, for example, on its initiative in the London Gallery PACE passed auction with a charitable "sales" of collectible caps, and she saw her at a party in the Serpentine gallery in the company Farrell Williams.
Eva Lansk and Farrell Williams at the Summer Party in the London Gallery Serpentine (2014)
"TOiron? Several villas? Personal Jet to move from one to another? Well, it happened. If necessary, I can easily refuse from everything. And fly by economy. " On this theatrical note, the mansion on Cap Ferra spectacular in the scenery of the Cap Ferra was completed, an interview with Maria Conte for one of the first Tatler numbers in 2009. Life perceived her statement too literally. And decided to check. Taken out an all-powerful man. Pereavilad in economy. Sent a disease.
Who is Maria Conte? Is she Masha Timofeev and even Timofeeva-rice? Today, this name is suitable except for the heading "where they are now", and then, at the dawn of the appearance of Tatler in Russia, she was a lady of Moscow light, surrounded by a smoke curtain of legends. Pretty woman, non-residential mind and angry imagination, own agency for the organization of foreign holidays, a program on television, a collection of ESEMES-Pychov, SPA on Rublevka, the position of muse russian designers. "Husband" is a mysterious Count Conte, whom no one has seen. And the father of the child, the girls Tais, whom everyone was interested in the arrangement of forces in the top ten forbes.
The name of the man is the secret of the Polysenil, but it was not accepted. Although Masha has never been a classic "second formation", leaving for spare ways whenever happened New Year, Eighth of March or a man's birthday. She was recognized, called for state tables, had all imaginable and unthinkable privileges. The scale of the personality of her patron outweighs any rules of decency, so it was equally loved and official wives, and sampling mistresses.
His last birthday in the foreman - thirty-three years - Maria celebrated in Zimbabwe. Guests were delivered on five aircraft, a local tribe, not seen civilization in life, performed ritual dancing, everyone jumped from the waterfalls, and it seemed that these jumps would last forever. The jump really happened. Head down.
At some point she decided to part with Pope Tais. It is already difficult to explain why. He said that she was still loved and was loved. It is no less than when they introduced them to his friend in love with her. And that Pope Tais is the best man in her life (I do not know a single girl who, having tasted the most powerful aphrodisiac - power, "I would consider otherwise). But something went wrong. She suddenly seemed that she had to change his life. The painful parting in the classics of the "oligarchic thriller" genre and sighed.
Mulse speck on the skin. Well, I will fly to Germany, there are good doctors, cut out, ridiculously talking. Everything will be OK.
It became only worse. She recalls how Dr. went to her in the ward and said that chemotherapy did not give results. "When you are long in this game, there is no longer a serious compassion - snacking lips, tears of nurses in a red cap. Doctors at this stage are cynical. From horror and fear I wanted to drink. But I could not raise my hand and take a glass. Full impotence. How much it continued, it is difficult to understand. But, apparently, I was so necessary to drink that I was somewhat reached the water. And the hysteria happened, and then Qatarsis. I began to conduct a dialogue with me: "Who gave you water, Masha?" - "I gave". - "Say loud, who gave water?" - "Masha, I, I". Inner voice, someone stronger than me said: "Masha, I'm always there, you understand? I never throw you - nor in joy, nor in grief. I give you water when you want to drink. Friends when you are lonely! I find you love, quench your hunger, your boredom, form you. I'm typing the number necessary people! I am your best devotee friend. So why do you like anyone other than me? Are you friends with anyone, but not with me? Why never for the time you and you, I did not say, what am I beautiful and unique? I do not like how you live. I can not take it anymore. This is not a disease kills you - that's you, Masha, kill yourself. And if this life must be finished, I will finish. All that created your body, he is able to remove - it is forces. But I will knock and beat the most sore places until you hear. Until you change myself and do not change your life. You give me a bunch of tablets, which I do not want, feed food, which I do not eat, sit on diets from which I feel bad. Smoke, what I suffocate! Poison alcohol. Do not sleep, do not rest and do not charge me energy of life! I need so little! Sleep, air, healthly food, joyful thoughts. Even the phone needs to be charged. I do not want to die, but I do not have another way out ... "
A professionally delivered a monologue (once Masha Timofeyev was engaged in a stage speech, and, apparently, unsuccessfully) sounds in the office of the Rehab Family clinic in the Small Ivanovo Lane. While the voice recorder works, I have the opportunity to consider the interlocutor with which last time Three years ago faced the toilet in Williams. The eyes of the actress along the conversation with the inner voice instead of gray become transparent blue. She has short black hair and well-groomed, slightly tanned face with a minimum cosmetics. Dressed in a black shirt and peach suit of Stella McCartney - Callery, as it should be dressed oncopsychologist, whose consultation is worth five thousand rubles per hour.
With the founder of Rehab Family, Mikhail Sagalayev, the son of once a large television truck, who is not involved in everything that concerns the forbidden fruits, Masha (she herself was born in a middle-range family at the Olympic Avenue) I learned a long time ago: "We used students together. Yes Yes. I never hid it. Moreover, I am proud that this corridor passed. Creative people - and I relate to them - tend to fall into alcohol and drugs. Fortunately, I did not need a lot of time to understand that it was not mine. " In RGGU, where Masha Timofeyev studied three courses (later she graduated brilliantly econificted the Engineering Institute), she tried a lot - stopping in a step from "all". She was lucky: I got sick with inflammation of the lungs and did not go to a party, where friends first wrapped heroin. The month was lying around at home, and when he recovered, the guys were already saturated. Masha then laid all. Called to parents, Bila in Nabat, wanted to save. With her everything was cut off, but now, meeting in adult life, thank: "If not for you, I would probably die."
One of those who fell himself, he himself rose and now helps others, was the Golden Boy Sagalayev-Jr.. From the fall in his narcological clinic with the hospital at the Dmitrovskoye highway and the branch in China, the department has a new specialization for Russia - Oncopsychology. Under the ready leadership of Machi, a whole team operates: children's psychologists, psychology-animators, experts on yoga-psychosomatic unlocking. Maskotherapy, film and art therapy.
Six years who passed from the very glass of water, Masha spent on study. Went around the whole world, knocked down in all the doors and in all the techniques, met with the Indian Guru, a masting Austrian psychotherapist, who did not accept anyone for ten years, and the Russian girl-psychologist Anna Iyotko, who said "You are so beautiful" at that moment when Masha I was afraid to look at myself in the mirror. The method for which it works is difficult to describe in two words. I understood only that Conte does not act on textbooks, but from the place from which healed healed. According to her deep conviction, in a state of complete hopelessness laid the biggest resource. A gift is hiding in the waters. Wherever there is an end, there is also the beginning. "Care is exactly your choice. While I wanted to leave, I went. As soon as I came here, I decided to stay. "
Not all patients especially those who have good memory On the secular chronicle, perceive the oncopsychologist Maria Mikhailovna seriously. "I recently came one man:" Well, what are you sitting here? " - "Sorry, and where should I sit?" - "Houses should sit. Well, who do you treat here? Have fun? Do you have any money? Do you give money, maybe? " Or there was a recently one girl with serious drug addiction. Fashionable, Ponte, beautiful. A friend asked. We made practicing her. "How much should I?" - "Five thousand". "I don't have such money with me." I say: "Why do you think the gram of cocaine can cost more than my consultation? If you pinch you from cocaine, and there is no, go to eat it and do not come more. " The girl got up and paid ten sessions. Pinch, it means.
Or came one very famous elderly woman. Two hundred fifty five guards. From the threshold pounced: "I like you, I know. My husband is with such and walks. " I say: "Clear, let's go to the topic." She shouts that her husband had the last stage, they do not understand what to do, the child is ready to make a donor. Creek lasts thirty minutes, through it not to toll. But at some point I still managed to make an exercise with her, which I conventionally call "Try". And we began to regularly engage. She says he began best Period In their spouse relationship. People who lived thirty-five years together, learn to re-meet each other. "He, it turns out, to sing loves, in the bathroom always sang, you imagine? And I did not know. " This powerful woman comes to me, crying and says that anywhere else can cry, as the husband, guards, status. And tears are trust. "
Sometimes come on everyday issues. "Teach how to get an oligarch." Conte invariably responds: "You can not imagine what kind of work it is - to live with him. Are you ready to work twenty-four hours? " She sees misunderstanding on my face and considers it necessary to clarify: "I was talking about that if in our relationship I worked not twenty-four hours a day, but twenty three, nothing would have happened. And for sure: as soon as I began to work for an hour less, all start to collapse. An hour went personally at me - and it became missing. Imagine a complete immersion of a person. Always good mood. Always erudition, always literature, always economic reports. Are you ready to love a person totally? And if he will need the cartridges tomorrow to shoot everyone, ready to be the one that will bring the cartridges? After all, it is at moments of falls - and in biographies strong men There are dramatic periods - and the power of the love of their women has manifested. Women next to men like mine were personalities with large letters. Everyone was engaged in self-education. Well, if there were housewives, then exceptional in their role. I have a girlfriend who sends tables to fifty people and bakes a cake. Rublevskaya wife who can shoot, dig, drag - all you want. Mother three children - without helpers. Her husband recently said: "Masha, I bow to your beauty." What I answered: "And I bow before the beauty of your wife, because she has something that I do not have. You live with her all my life, and I am alone. " I've never been married. Girlfriend tells me: "I am friends with you because you are so free." And I want such a nonburden, like her. "
"So girls, or work - either go to NLP," Maria jokes. Lettering courses, the art of dialogue in the wallet, School Geisha, Lessons on Flute - She considers all these disciplines clean water Salt. "You know what I am different from those girls, what do you ask me about the oligarch? - she continues. - what I worked to love, and they - to bind. Want a car? Say honestly: "I want a car," and he will buy, if he sees that you really need it, and not for Ponte. But when sickly from a man, but you, bitch, you want this car, never get it. Or then it will be like this: "Oh, I'm so good, and he beat and selected everything." Smart, insightful men calculate all ten steps forward, otherwise there would be no those who are today. You just thought, and he already knows. They then earn this energy later, and you want to sit on them and breathe legs. When everyone gives, then everyone takes away. Decomposing women as personalities - or rather, depreciating only those who have never been personality. Poor they, unfortunate ... do not need them there, there is no happiness there, no. After all, if they themselves do not know how happy, how can you make a happy other? "
Apparently, in order to understand this, you need to jump from South African waterfall. "You see," Masha is fond of memories, "I started in unique time. These boys have not yet been formed, they just rose. We are all together - with guards - dinned in McDonald "s, because then the guards were not for Ponte, but so that you were not killed. The guns were worn with them. It was not yet the words" oligarch ". We gave each other gold chains, together I tried oysters, went hiking. Other romance. We were the first and know did not know what is the official or unofficial mistress. Today there are no more such stories, there are no grand gifts, holidays. These guys are sitting in the kitchen, open canned, collect friends - and Everyone is happy. Do not surprise, the Tsatski will not surprise. Everything became ugly, went, wrong. All these elevators are separate, carpet tracks, ships. "Lenya concert Robbie Williams arranged, and we give Shakira Calling ..." Today I do not do this. Today they sing under the guitar - not because the money is a pity, but just the values \u200b\u200bof others. "
From her, the bright representative of the left era, only the name remained - Conte. So was the graph? "Was," patiently, obviously, not experiencing interest in the subject, explains Masha. - Today I can dispel this legend. He served as a lawyer, he really has Palazzo de Conte in Treviso, but our marriage was concluded only for the Thais to have documents. " Although some friends loving call her "Shnymushka".
She still lives in her apartment on Old Arbat. Rises at six in the morning. From seven to eight awakens Kundalini or meditates. Previously, five minutes could not stay alone with him. And now the state of silence is the only zone where she meets with her inner Masha: "I found a stunning person who knows so much." Once in two weeks comes to his spa, given to the management of the brother, and there makes the necessary female inspection. Interest in fashion has lost - can weaken walk in the same thing, and then go to the Central Committee and change clothes - on their own earned money. Recently, a girl-stylist came to her home - to disassemble the old wardrobe. Some things were with price tags. Stylist for three days photographed the crust and made up onions from them. "Fifty percent is, of course, Chapurin. We were very friendly. I performed in different images: both schoolgirl, and teacher and a nun. I already then hooliganila - woven wigs, Chalms. Therefore, when it suddenly began to wear a chalm after chemotherapy, no one was surprised. "
Sometimes an eight-year-old curly thais, whom everyone who knows dad is called his copy, comes to her mother, tightens the hat from her and looks at the place of the hair. The daughter is still afraid that the mother will get sick again. Actually, until the end, the disease did not pass. Periods of remission - sleep, sport, beauty (Contain does not smoke, does not drink, carefully monitors the speech, without refusing to itself only in the word "bitch") - replaced by exacerbations. Which beat not only in well-being, but also in appearance. "For the new year I had a serious failure - ten liters swelling. Nothing canbe done. Just hide and put yourself in order. Tais is always with me. Soothes: "Nothing terrible will pass. You are still very beautiful with me. " And even says: "Do you want to make a mother, a selfie to do?" It is very difficult - you can't build a personal life, normal communication. But, thank God, I do not throw me, who then served a glass of water. I'm lying with her and get up. When you find it in yourself, it disappears the need for a man. And even if my life does not look as accepted, it may be comfortable than ever. How tasty it turned out to live! You begin to "gourmet" the air, nature, people, emotions - all that seemed to be nonsense when you were healthy. "
Not that it never breaks. Breaks away. Making terrible deeds. It hurts to people, because it was closed in the disease and was afraid of it came out - it was ashamed. Therefore, when patients are recognized to her that they broke down - again alcohol, drugs, - she calms down: "And I had it, and quite recently. You will fall many times, but it is in this state that the resource for take-off. While the ball will not hit the bottom, it will not be flown up. "
His thirty-ninth birthday Konte celebrated in Cafe Del Mar, Lesha Garber, with the father of which in the one past life was very friendly. Announced a red dress code, because the red for it is the color of blood, life. He asked instead of gifts to bring red envelopes (three million rubles went to help oncollar kids). I called friends. And I knew exactly that some would come here for the last time. Will be said: "The roof went. How could she give up such a person? "
And truth, how? She again and reiterates this question. After all, it was not scary that it would be necessary to fly by an economy, "she always had the feeling that she didn't fly as a class, and the class with her. Now everyone will have to do. All-all. There are no these ten-twenty "best friends" who lived on your boats, slept in your homes. They evaporated like a mirage. There was one girlfriend with status and money, which, regardless of the fact that with Masha, there is, ringing and chewing into the tube: "Masha, I missed you." She, by the way, brought Masha's first doctor.
Oncopsychologist Konte starts their trainings with his beloved metaphor: "You knew it! You wanted it. " Patients are surprised and frightened, but Masha patiently explains: we always know in advance what happens to us, and forby the events. Show how it works in space and time, and there is essence of her work. At first there is a thought. Thought forms action. Action - habit. Habit - character. Character is fate. Change thoughts - change fate. Slowly she succeeds. Today in her life came the long-awaited period of rest. Not immediately, of course. At first there was an acquaintance with me, then - mutual understanding, further - peace and silence. Silence is so ringing that it even scares many, and meanwhile at the moments of absolute rest inside us are the most powerful transformation.
"My past finally made peace with the present," says Masha is all quieter. - I gained gratitude, the past finally brought peace into my family. Today I am overwhelmed with the emotions of life. I'm not alone - I am free. You see when everyone took me when I lost my health, I realized that I did not exist. It was necessary to re-recognize himself. Long process of self-identification, then renunciation on yourself. And then acceptance - with all the takeilities and drops. I lived in a cell of my own misunderstanding that I want to live on freedom, in harmony with myself. Masha today began to take so much space that we need to calm down a little. " She exhales. The solo performance came to an end. Eyes again become gray.
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